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(Leave some sex!!!) [24 Sep 2009|12:26am] [ mood | blah ] maybe i'm glad that you're unhappy, even if that is a bit selfish of me. I'll get my talk with you one day... anyways, why do people have to be some confusing?! mostly boys. I hope I get this job at the clinic so I can not work at Kroger a lot anymore...my life is full of worries...

(2 sex | Leave some sex!!!) [17 Sep 2009|01:50am] [ mood | sad ] I hate that I get mad out of no where. it's like a trigger inside of my brain that decides to go off without warning and then I am suddenly overwhelmed with sadness and anger. I wish I could change things, even though I know I can't. I wish that I could at least make things right...

(Leave some sex!!!) [01 Sep 2009|03:29am] [ mood | pissed off ] so apparently my eyes being bloodshot because I've been crying for the past 10-15 mins. actually means that I must be doing drugs! because I'm such a horrible person who hangs out with bad people and is getting sucked into a life that will lead me to nothing. thanks mom, you're so COMPLETELY wrong and I hope that you realize that one day. why does my life have to stress me out so much all at once?! and just when I thought things were getting back to a somewhat normal state.

(2 sex | Leave some sex!!!) hmm [30 Jul 2009|01:29am] [ mood | blah ] So this might just be my first update this year...or in at least 4 months or so. A lot has happened in my life, and I think I'm having one of the worst few months of my life (with the exception of a few good times here and there). People disappoint me. And I disappoint myself I guess.... I wanna go around my room and rip things down and off the walls and my desk but then I would make a mess that I'm too tired to clean up after at the moment. I want to feel and be happy again and not feel alone, sad, tired, or angry anymore. I also really hate crying and am mad at myself that I cant control my emotions. I just want to cuddle with someone...I wish that you cared.

(1 sex | Leave some sex!!!) woot! [27 Dec 2008|06:15pm] [ mood | bouncy ] I just realized how long I have been ignoring live journal...lol....it's quite amusing. Life has been ok latley, I think I really like to meet and talk to new people now which is a good thing. I'm going to a "going away" party tonight at Shores Inn...a girl who works at Kroger is moving. this should be yet another interesting night of drinking and conversations. haha...like last night. ;) well thats all for now, I hope that I check this thing more often now because I missed reading everyones stuff...call me if you wanna hang out or chat!

(Leave some sex!!!) woah live journal [11 Sep 2008|03:35pm] [ mood | anxious ] I haven't posted anything on here in such a longggggggg time! but I like to read everyone else's stuff...lol So life has been happening a lot lately...some good but most bad. I started school and I already forgot that I had a quiz today until this morning. I was trying to study while driving to school but that doesn't work out so well. I think I did kind of alright but I wouldn't be surprised if I got a bad grade. work is ok. I wish that I didn't have to work there but oh well...I called in sick today so that I can go to rugby practice tonight. and the fact that I didn't want to work from 6pm-10pm. totally lame! I also have a rugby game this Saturday (the 13th) and it's at home against Buffalo. you should all be there. I hope that I get to play :/ rawr rawr rawr! life is BLAH! I hope that tomorrow is better (meaning tomorrow night, lol) cause I need a fun party and good friends.

(Leave some sex!!!) summer [16 Apr 2008|07:38pm] [ mood | accomplished ] warm weather is finally here!!! I was just outside and it made me very happy...it's good rugby weather. lol also, I just got done with my surgery class and I got to watch a cat get spayed and a dog get neutored. woot woot. and the whole class had jobs to do so it was an interesting time...I intubated a dog this morning and gave him his meds (anesthesia class) so I'm proud of myself, lol... I have one more class at 2 and I wish I didn't because I want to enjoy this weather and go to the guys rugby game in Livonia, and I really don't want to drive...hmmm... I have a game on Saturday at Farwell but i'm not sure of the time yet...ok, I think i'm done now....

(1 sex | Leave some sex!!!) meh [02 Mar 2008|11:57pm] [ mood | blah ] I should be studying but I don't feel like it anymore...I have two tests tomorrow (one is a midterm) but thats ok... I also have a fun filled day of rugby tomorrow. Coaching the high school kids and then my own indoor practice with my team at 8. I'm excited that Colleen joined our team...! I get to go to Tennessee at the end of March! but thats all, just thought i'd let everyone know what I was up to...goodnight!

(Leave some sex!!!) at school... [13 Feb 2008|12:45pm] [ mood | confused ] well, it's been a while...I think that I just like to read what other people write instead of write my own thoughts down... so school and work are killing my life. I have to get up at 6 am every day except the weekends, but sometime I have to get up that early then because of work. Rugby is the only thing that keeps me sane, even if it's just the high school kids. I can't wait for my team to start up becuase then I can actually do fun things instead of studying for millions of tests or having to go to sleep early. I watched Across the Universe last night with Bob and I thought that it was a pretty cool movie. I hope that it has a sound track that I can buy cause the Beatles music is sweet, lol. but yeah, other than that my life is quite boring and I hate February. tomorrow is Valentines day though so I hope everyone has a good one! <3333333

(2 sex | Leave some sex!!!) [13 Nov 2007|11:55am] so i'm a National Champion...pretty cool eh? Pictures will be up soon, but prolly just on myspace and facebook. Rugby is awesome. enough said...

(2 sex | Leave some sex!!!) exciting news.... [30 Oct 2007|12:58am] [ mood | calm ] Sooooo guess who's gonna be in the sunny state of Florida in less than 2 weeks?! ME! hehe... we won both of our games this weekend in Minnesota (12 hour car rides are not that fun) so we are officially Midwest champions! woot woot! I'm sooo excited to go down to Florida and get to play 3 games of rugby against teams i've never even seen before. It's the weekend of the 10th and 11th also, but we're leaving on Friday morning. I feel sorry for the normal people trying to get to Florida because most of the team is on this flight and we're prolly gonna be a little crazy. Nationals are gonna be sweet and it would be even more awesome if we could walk away as D2 champions over everyone! I'm pumped and it's really the only thing i'm looking forward to so far... I also took some pics this weekend of one of our games and the Mall of America cause we went to it on Saturday afternoon. It really is huge, I got tired after like a few hours. lol So those should be up soon but prolly on the myspace. that's all for now...I should sleep cause I really need it...

(Leave some sex!!!) [09 Oct 2007|01:57am] [ mood | sleepy ] What Breed of Dog Are You? My Result: Bernese Mountain Dog No bones about it, you're a good-hearted, people-loving Bernese Mountain Dog. Down-to-earth and loyal, no one works or plays harder than you do. You put your nose to the grindstone when it really counts, but you never neglect your social calendar. Simultaneously strong and sweet, you're very tuned-in to the feelings and needs of the other dogs you run with. Without having to be asked, you always have a helping paw to lend and a sympathetic shoulder to lean on. "Communication" is your middle name, and when that's paired with your unswerving devotion, you get a breed that everyone respects and trusts. Woof! Take this test > haha...dog breed quizzes are always a fun time! goodnight!

(3 sex | Leave some sex!!!) hmm [05 Sep 2007|11:35pm] [ mood | anxious ] So I haven't gotten to update things about my life in while...and once again it's going to have to wait because I have school tomorrow and I really need to be sleeping. I'm super nervous for this vet tech test I have tomorrow for the skeletal system of the dog and cat. I hate tests, especially this early when I feel like I don't have everything together yet and i'm always afraid that i'm just gonna fail and forget everything tomorrow. rawr. I hope it works out well! On a wayy better note...there's a rugby game this saturday (at like noon or 1, not sure yet) and I can't wait to play against Cleveland. Rugby is like the only thing that makes me excited for life right now but it is also distracting me from studying, lol. I also work tomorrow 3:30-9 pm. so if you feel like buying Kroger food then stop on by the bakery and say hello to me! As long as I make it through tomorrow then everything will be ok.

(2 sex | Leave some sex!!!) [18 Jul 2007|12:58am] [ mood | content ] It's been awhile since i've written anything in here. Even though I check it all the time I just don't have anything to say I guess, lol. But the past few weeks have been pretty awesome. I think I like the month of July in general. There's been Bobs, Ericas, and Kristins birthdays. Jay's grad party, coombs' grad party, Bob's party, and Chelsea's grad party. Fun times! Lauren's parties with beer pong and old friends. Me and Deb are the champs at that game!! :) I've also been up north and horseback riding for free, lol. I plan on going horseback riding around here soon but I need some money first. There will also be a cook out at Stony Creek sometime soon...let me know if you want to come! And I will be going up to Bob's up north place on saturday. I also got to talk with a lot of certain people that I haven't seen in forever and that was really nice. Parker is 3 months old today! He's a handful...I took him over to Lauren's house so that he could play with Cielo and Owen and now he's passed out near my bed. hehe Oh yeah, Wookstock is going to be on the 28th (which is a saturday) and if you wanna go or just want to know some info about it then let me know and i'll give you all of the details. Bob's band is going to be playing there so you all should come and support them at least. You could also then stay the night in a tent with me/others and have some fun times! I think that that's all for now...Kroger is still not open so I cannot get any money yet and it sucks. here's some pictures of my puppy because he's cute: he just got his first bath

(5 sex | Leave some sex!!!) So i'm finally getting.... [04 Jun 2007|09:39pm] [ mood | excited ] A PUPPY!!!!! After a few months of waiting and having a bad experience with the whole situation my grandma is actually the one who let me in on info. to get my new puppy. I'm soooo excited! And it's from a lady who lives basically across from Lakeview. I got to visit at her house, check out all of the puppies, and see the cute mom dog. I decided on a boy and I have no idea what i'm gonna name him yet...but we have ideas. He's also gonna be a medium sized dog and he's actually kinda pudgy right now, lol. I'm getting him this saturday so if anyone wants to stop by on sunday or monday just give me a call and you can come visit! Here he is: (he's a bit wet because they were out side when it started raining, so that's why he might look a little greasy)... let me know what you guys think! and more pictures will be on the way once he is actually living at my house! wooooooooo!!! yay for puppies!!!

(Leave some sex!!!) omg! [26 May 2007|06:48pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] Basking in the glory of not only one but TWO state championships that happened this afternoon with the boys and girls rugby teams! I'm sooooo happy for everyone!!! This day was soo awesome and i'm so grateful to be a part of this club (even if I can only coach now). The girls are once again champions of the state, we beat Troy 10-5. Yay girls!!! I hope that my coaching skills were good enough. And the boys had a great game with a score of 34-7...they killed as usual...lol Now, I'm gonna go have a good time with Rob, some rugby people, and Kristin! It's time for a celebration!! heck yes! It's party time!!! There's a good night ahead of us ;)

(1 sex | Leave some sex!!!) omg! [26 May 2007|06:48pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] Basking in the glory of not only one but TWO state championships that happened this afternoon with the boys and girls rugby. I'm sooooo happy for everyone!!! This day was soo awesome and i'm so grateful to be a part of this club (even if I can only coach now). The girls are once again champions of the state, we beat Troy 10-5. Yay girls!!! I hope that my coaching skills were good enough. Now, I'm gonna go have a good time with Rob and some rugby people! It's time for a celebration!! heck yes! It's party time!!! There's a good night ahead of us ;)

(Leave some sex!!!) summer is almost here.... [09 May 2007|06:27pm] [ mood | chipper ] So today I woke up at 6 am to get to my class at 7:30 to take one of the hardest tests of my life...chemistry. I think it went ok, and as long as I get out of this class with a C i will be very happy with myself. But now I never have to take it again and that makes me sooo excited! After tomorrow I have no school until august and that also puts a big smile on my face. And when august rolls around I get to start vet tech.!!! Rugby is still taking over my life 5 days a week, but thats ok because it makes me really happy to be around those people...they're very entertaining. :) I also found out that I get to learn how to play scrum-half for my game on saturday...this should be interesting. I just hope that I dont screw it up for my team cause they're really good. And this friday at 5:30 the Lakeview girls rugby team has a HOME GAME at the Jefferson football field. Everyone is welcome and you guys should come out and cheer the girls on! They're playing Toledo and they should kick their ass...so all and all a great game to watch. We're also gonna have real food there (instead of just pizza, lol) and my mom is gonna be one of the people on the BBQ! burgers, hot dogs, and sausage for everyone! lol.... a note to leave you all on (which i might just rant about for a bit): every 29 seconds someone drops out of high school. isn't that insane?! I was watching this show (the drop out chronicles) today on MTV and that was one of the quotes they put in there. I was really amazed by this, but then I realized why america has become soo dumb. People give up too easily and I personally do not think that high school is or was hard at all (unless you really challenge yourself). but whatever, people need to stop being lazy and get out there and help this world out...rawr!

(4 sex | Leave some sex!!!) an update that is longgg overdue... [19 Apr 2007|02:28pm] [ mood | happy ] soo even though it's thursday, I'm going to be talking about the events that happened on last saturday...lol. I had a rugby game with the Detroit girls and we played against Chicago (a division 1 team also). We had no idea how we were going to do, but we knew that this team would make us play better because we are only in division 2. The girls on Chicago were also very very large compared to me, lol. But during the first half, I went to get the ball while it was on the ground and out of no where a giant chicago girl came up and basically killed me. She hit me soo hard that I flew backwards onto the ground and then her body landed on me. ahh! I hit my head reeaaallllyyy hard. So I just layed there for a few minutes and play continued on with out me. Then I decided to get back over there and start running again...little did I know that I had a concussion (second one now). And after a while I guess I realized that I didn't know what was going on and told my coach or a girl on my team that I had to stop playing (but i don't remember saying it). I also almost scored apparently, but I don't remember that too much either. lol...luckily bob was there to take care of me and make sure that I didn't wander off or something, but i'm pretty sure I was very annoying because he told me that I kept asking him the same questions over and over for a while. But I am basically fine compared to my other teammate (Keely) who ended up dislocating or fracturing her lower back. She also got hurt by the same girl who got me (I guess she likes to beat up on small people). I went and visited her yesterday at the hospital and she looks and seems amazingly fine. I'm just glad that she wasn't totally injured or something along those lines. So yeah, that's my story...I hope you enjoyed it. lol. And the girls team at Lakeview has a HOME game tomorrow (friday) at 5:30 at the Jefferson Football Field, so you should all go and watch them play against Berkley!!! see ya'll later! hehe

(2 sex | Leave some sex!!!) ! [29 Mar 2007|08:36pm] [ mood | sore ] This weekend is going to be awesome because it's going to be full of rugby games! I just got done with practice from detroit and I am sooooo sore. man, all that tackling really gets to you after a while...especially when I'm the smallest person on my team, so I have to go extra hard in order to get most of the girls down. but thats also ok because it will only make me that much better. TOMORROW AT 5:30 AT THE LAKEVIEW FOOTBALL FIELD the Girls are having a match against Livingston and I think that everyone should go and cheer them on for their first game of the season. I'm quite happy with my backs...me and maynard are the girls' coaches along with Jones of course. But I know that they will be awesome and it's gonna make me that much more excited because... Detroit women's team has a game at FARWELL FIELD near 8 mile and Mound and it's at 12!!!! We're playing the MSU girls and we're gonna def. kick some ass! but that's all for now...i'm sore and hungry so i'm gonna go eat some food now....yummmmmm goodnight!

(Leave some sex!!!) [19 Mar 2007|11:59am] [ mood | hungry ] I wish that I was still on spring break...I don't think I like this whole getting up early thing and then having to go to school. Chemistry is crazy...and it sucks that I like want to fall asleep while my teacher is talking. haha... I can't wait for the weather to be nice again...spring is here tomorrow! even though there's snow on the ground right now. :P but soon it will be warm, rugby will be taking over my life, school will end may 9th (i think), and I will hopefully have a puppy... good things to come

(3 sex | Leave some sex!!!) [13 Mar 2007|08:46pm] [ mood | hopeful ] what a great day for rugby practice! a bit too warm though...i kinda felt like i was gonna die at my practice during the beginning but it got better as the temp. went down. also, my mom and I went searching for dogs today! we found some cute ones...and it looks like I might be bringing one home tomorrow if I can make up my mind and i'm lucky enough. :D i'm sooo excited for it!!! i'll post pics of the cute new puppy soon! and i'll put some up of bob's new pup too! thats all for now...i'm tired and sore so i'm gonna go be lazy on the couch.

(Leave some sex!!!) I smell like cigarettes and greasy food.... [12 Mar 2007|02:12am] [ mood | tired ] but thats ok because Linda's Place is always a fun time considering i've been going there since I was a child... I hung out with Brooke tonight from like midnight until 2 am. I guess you can say that we're the night time kind of people. lol. It was good though to talk to a friend about whats been going on, and work, and just life in general. So yay for brooke! :D also, I never knew that Linda's could be soo crowded at night...weird. Today was mine and bob's 5 month anniversary! just thought i'd let ya'll know...cause we both forgot at one point, lol. I'm on spring break for Macomb this week...so if anyone would like to do something i'm totally up for it because I really have nothin else to do except go to rugby. anddd I really really want a dog! There might be a chance too!!! But I have to go up north with my dad this weekend and see if we can get a cute little puppy for the amount of money we're looking to spend. But I pretty much have to pay for everything for it afterwards...but thats ok cuz i'd rather be poor and have my dog! ;) I should prolly go to bed now...a somewhat busy day is in store for me tomorrow! :) goodnight

(1 sex | Leave some sex!!!) bing bong [01 Mar 2007|11:07am] [ mood | sore ] Yesterday was pretty bad...booo for that. At least I had the rugby kids though...or it would have totally sucked. And I think i'm getting sick, which really sucks balls. My throat hurts and my nose is draining...and now i'm really sore from practicing last night with the detroit girls. I think I killed my shoulder. :/ So i'm gonna go home now and sleep for a while...and then go up to the high school later to help out the girls, but I dont think i'll be doing any running today...

(4 sex | Leave some sex!!!) it's paczki day! [21 Feb 2007|12:03am] [ mood | cheerful ] So after tonight i've realized that rugby is basically the only thing that can make me feel happy with myself and everything around me. It's weird though how things do that to you. I had a headache almost all day but when I got to rugby it just disappeared and then when rugby was over it came back! booo, but weird at the same time. I guess just hanging out with all the girls and hitting people can put anyone is a good mood. The second thing that makes me happy and smile also is definitely Rob. I feel bad because he called tonight when I was at practice and he left me 2 voicemails. :( I wish I could have gotten to talk to him tonight, now I have to wait until tomorrow night. I hope I get the call then...I can't wait until he comes home!!! I miss him too much, life is blah without him. lol... but now I should prolly sleep because I have to wake up early for class and tomorrow is going to be a fun day! ;) wooo! goodnight!

(Leave some sex!!!) [14 Feb 2007|07:23am] [ mood | awake ] So I love how my school doesn't make it clear as to if we get a snow day or not. It just says MCC. Thank you macomb for freaking me out for about 15 mins. trying to see if I don't have to school it up or not. Can't it just be simple?! But now i'm awake and up and I think that I might have to help my parents get out of the drive way because they still have to go to work. On a happier note...happy valentines day to everyone!!! I hope you all have a fun day! time to sleep again!

(1 sex | Leave some sex!!!) it's snowy outside! [13 Feb 2007|07:27pm] [ mood | lazy ] Things have been well. School is boring, I really wish all of my teachers weren't old and crazy. lol. And I really wish that my computer teacher didn't babble on for hours about useless shit...it's sooo boring yet sooo easy! Practice got canceled for detroit rugby, but I went and helped out the lakeview kids so it was a fun day anyways. Colleen wants me to come back tomorrow so I think i'm gonna cuz at least I will be being active. I believe it's still snowing...maybe we'll get snowed in and i'll be able to sleep the whole day, lol. I get to eat a nice dinner that my dad's making tonight becuz the parents are celebrating valentine's day today. I'm kinda excited for tomorrow too. I like presents! and I really like my valentine! <3 but I think I have to brave this weather in a bit to go get him some presents! haha ok, that's all for now... p.s.- my mood makes me laugh so I kept it up there. I guess that's what will really happen if you are a lazy one...lol

(5 sex | Leave some sex!!!) 2007 isnt starting off as well as I expected... [10 Jan 2007|11:29pm] [ mood | sad ] There has been WAY too much sadness and death that has happened in these first few weeks of the new year... and it's almost depressing... :/ I went out to the Resurrection Cemetery today with my parents. we visited my grandma, grandpa, uncle, and a few other relatives...I also visited Jim and realized that his birthday is actually in this month... But then today turned for the worse and i've been feeling horrible ever since... i wish that i could make people feel better, and i basically feel helpless because i know that i cant and thats what makes me even more sad. I start classes tomorrow, but i only have one class so i guess it wont be very challenging for a first day...and then i have two more classes on monday to really kick off the semester

(Leave some sex!!!) late new years post... [05 Jan 2007|12:56am] [ mood | content ] so yeah, new years was one hell of a party! I had a great time and I actually rang in the new year at Lauren's house. :) we had some good times over there...playing pool, having the good drinkies, and hanging out with cielo! lol. then we all went back to my house afterwards and debbie, bob, tim, and colleen spent the night! we also played uno for a while but it had to stop because bob was loosing horribly, lol.... I bought my books for my classes for Macomb yesterday. I hate how they are sooo much money!!! my checking account now has like no money left! rawr! I dont start until the 11th, but for some reason I dont think I like school too much. I kinda just wish I could skip it and get an awesome job and then not have to worry about anything. lol... I might put pictures up on here...or the myspace. so watch out for them! hehe thats all for now becuz I should be sleeping. I work tomorrow 4-10! but it's alright becuz it gives me money! :D byebyeee

(Leave some sex!!!) so yeah... [26 Dec 2006|02:26am] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | none... ] Christmas was a pretty good time! I went over to my aunt and uncle's house, got to bring bob, and got a lot of neat presents! gifts are soo fun! I got: -a lot of money! -gas card -like 5 t-shirts -a belt -some earings -a hoodie -the best hat EVER! I cant wait to use it when I go snowboarding! -an electric blanket (def. good for cold nights!) -some candy and gum -andd the Sims 2 PETS! lol, thats like the only game I really love to play! and i cant even play it yet becuz I dont have my computer yet and this computer doesnt even have the requirements to run it! ahhh! anyways, today was fun and I ate a lot! I got two dinners! yummmm but now it's time because I should be sleeping and I dont know why i'm not like falling asleep as it is....but whatever...byebyeeee!

(Leave some sex!!!) [20 Dec 2006|12:27am] [ mood | calm ] so...christmas time is quite the crazy one for shopping! lol. I went to the mall today to buy some gifties and there were like a million people there! on a tuesday afternoon! dont these people work?! lol. but I bought some nice things and i'm happy that I can actually buy things becuz of the job and all... anyways, I hung out with Bob afterwards. we ended up watching a movie, "the devil wears prada" hehe. I liked it. oh yeah! i'm going to get a new computer tomorrow! well, it wont actually be here tomorrow, but i'm ordering it...so hopefully within a few months I will have it and I will be one excited kid! I also work everyday starting tomorrow until saturday (possibly sunday) night. But i dont have to go into work until like 6 pm so it all works out I guess. But I will be missing a fun event tomorrow night! rawr! hopefully the party wont be over by the time I get over there! hehe... so now it's time...goodnight!

(3 sex | Leave some sex!!!) YAY! [13 Dec 2006|11:32am] [ mood | hyper ] Sooo...I have no more school until like january 11th! i'm excited! I took my last math test EVER today...and I turned in my last paper for english EVER! I hope that I never have to take either of those classes at an even higher level ever again. lol. i'm crazy... I also get to start training today at Farmer Jack! yay! I work from 1-9:30. ahhh! lol. I dont really care though becuz i'm making money and that's all that really matters to me...and i'm learning new things! I work tomorrow too...8am-4:30! woot woot! but it's time...ttyl byebyeee

(6 sex | Leave some sex!!!) YAY! [05 Dec 2006|03:43pm] [ mood | excited ] So I FINALLY GOT A JOB!!! it's at Farmer Jacks (hehe) and I get to be a cashier. it's only part time but i'm just glad that I finally get to work and make money! i'm soooo excited! lol, i'm weird.... and i get to take a drug test tomorrow...that should be fun...?! I also get to start training next week! i'm glad something ended up working out...! :D

(3 sex | Leave some sex!!!) baby it's cold outside... [04 Dec 2006|03:08pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | none... ] so i guess i dont like to update on here too much. but theres not really a hole lot to say or talk about anyways... i'm almost done w/ my classes! december 13th is my last day and then i dont have to go back until like january 11th!!! woot woot I've also paid my money for my winter semester...i wish college was cheaper... i'm taking: chemistry, a computer class, and a physical education class. yay for working out! well, thats about all i have for now...it's almost christmas! lol. and i hate this cold weather!!! And if it's gonna be freezing out then it might as well snow already! byebyeeee

(2 sex | Leave some sex!!!) Happy Thanksgiving! [23 Nov 2006|03:42pm] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | none... ] So I went to the +44 concert last night and it was actually a lot of fun! It was just Bob and I...and 2 of his friends ended up meeting us up there, but they were drunk. lol. They were funny to watch and listen to becuz they were annoying everyone around them. The Matches put on a good show too and i got the lead singers autograph for the brooke! hehe. +44 was fun too, travis played the drums with only one arm! and it still sounded awesome! I also got mark's autograph and I got free stuff too. the only bad thing is that i'm short and when the crowd starts pushing everyone around and i'm pinned in between everyone I can't really see. rawr! we were pretty close though so I didnt really mind it. Now in a couple hours i'm gonna eat a lot of food with my parents, grandma, and don. and then i'm gonna be really lazy and full and just sit on the couch watchin tv. yay for turkey!!!

(5 sex | Leave some sex!!!) ... [22 Nov 2006|12:07pm] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | none... ] I feel weird...like almost sad but yet I don't know why I should be sad... I cant really explain it I guess, hmmm...i'm also easily angered and I dont really like that about me. it sucks... rawr. I'm going to the +44 concert tonight though, so hopefully that should brighten up my mood. Although right now I dont feel very excited about it :/ [edit]: i just read a message i got from this great boy. lol. he makes me smile and also made me wonder...why do I make people happy??! i guess that sounds mean to say about myself but it's something i think about every once in a while...however, my mood is better now (thanks to bob :D) so i'm gonna go to taco bell w/ debbie! hehe byeee

(3 sex | Leave some sex!!!) yay! [07 Nov 2006|02:25pm] [ mood | loved ] It's my birthday today and i'm excited! yay for being 19! I feel old now...lol... anyways, just wanted to say thanx to everyone who said happy birthday to me today, you guys make me smile! :) also, I get to go out to eat at a japanese steakhouse tonight and I get to go to canada to drink and gamble!!! I really cannot wait! hehe...

(2 sex | Leave some sex!!!) ! [31 Oct 2006|03:34pm] [ mood | excited ] HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE!!! I hope everyone has a good time tonight or in the near future at parties... ;) I kinda wish that I could still go trick-or-treating though becuz I really love candy and it's free! I'm gonna be a pirate (again) becuz I really don't have any extra money this year to buy something cute and fun. But this costume will do for now AND I finally got some black boots to go witht it!! I'm sooo excited for them, hehe. Except that they're a little bit small and tight on me...i'll get over it. I got candy in my psychology class today, that was fun... but ok, time to kind of get ready... byeee

(3 sex | Leave some sex!!!) ohio... [29 Oct 2006|09:55pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | none... ] So I woke up at 5 am on saturday morning to get on a rugby van, a.k.a- the BARV, and drive about 4 hours to columbus, ohio. I actually fell asleep in the van even though it was vibrating horribly whenever it went over like 60 mph. lol. The midwest tournament was this weekend. We played pittsburgh on saturday and unfortunately lost to them. But there was still going to be a "losers" game on sunday, which meant that I actually got to play!! hehe. Then around 6 pm ish we went out to buffalo wild wings for dinner. and becuz i'm one of the rookies i had to dress up in a cheerleading costume. but that was ok becuz i thought it was cute, and i got beer. hehe after eating we went to a gay bar called "Slammers" LOL. it was actually a great time. Danced with the team mates, drank beer, and saw men dressed as women (and they werent doing it for halloween). lets just say that i have many many stories for certain people soon! hehe. then we went back to the hotel room and hung out in one of the rooms until like 1 am ish. woke up today, had a game at 11 (which we won by the way), and i got to play for the whole thing! I was soo excited! It made my weekend...then we drove on home and i got to eat dinner with the family. now the only thing that could make my night better would be seeing someone else finally! ;) i can only hope...hehe...

(3 sex | Leave some sex!!!) hmm...?! [26 Oct 2006|01:35pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | none... ] Yesteday Debbie and I went and got our belly buttons pierced! I was scared yet excited and I almost didn't do it, lol. only becuz i'm afriad of those kinds of things so I guess that that's why I pushed myself to do it. But I like it and I can't wait until the summer! hehe... the brooke also visited yesterday! it was a fun time...! :) And rugby is still going...i'm gonna be in Ohio this weekend for a midwest tournament. we play one game on saturday and one game on sunday. woot woot! rugby makes me not think about the problems in life... but ok...that's all I have for now... ttyl

(4 sex | Leave some sex!!!) well balls... [19 Oct 2006|11:27pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | none... ] soooo... things have been going a little better for me now... i'm looking forward to this weeked. it's gonna be a fun one! ;) and tomorrow will be good too, but not until about 3 ish. hehe well, that's all for now... goodnight

(Leave some sex!!!) hmmm... [16 Oct 2006|11:03am] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | none... ] so i think that school things might be getting a little better...i just turned in a paper for english so i dont have to think about writing for another couple of weeks. math is actually not too confusing anymore. i guess i finally learned how to do things on my own, lol. after tomorrow night i'll only have 3 classes for the rest of the semester becuz my 4th class ends! wooo! it was an easy one though, but it was a needed class... went up north this weekend with my dad and debbie. we had a good time for not really doing much cuz just about everything is closed down for the year. also, my life is starting to look a bit better. hehe. yet last night/today i started worrying again and i dont like it. why cant i just be content with myself? hmmm...i guess i'll never know what could of happened...but i hope that i dont ruin anything else in the process :/ i dont know if what i'm typing makes sense. lol, i guess it does to me though... well, i'm pretty sure it's time...i should go and be productive for the rest of the day...

(4 sex | Leave some sex!!!) ?! [12 Oct 2006|12:33pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | none... ] IT'S SNOWING RIGHT NOW. AND IT'S ONLY OCTOBER!!! AHHHHH!!! where did the good weather go?? :/

(2 sex | Leave some sex!!!) i guess life just sucks sometimes... [07 Oct 2006|02:46pm] [ mood | sad ] The last rugby game of the season was today. Our team lost :/ that means that we dont move on to playoffs and that i think we're done until next year. It went by kinda fast... And now I finally know how it feels to not be good enough. It hurts. I got my hopes up every week only to have them smashed down again. I basically almost gave up, but i think i'll just save it all for next time...and i guess that everything i had to offer just wasnt what they wanted. :( feeling like this sucks.

(2 sex | Leave some sex!!!) oh man... [02 Oct 2006|11:20am] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | none... ] so last night my internet decided to break down again. Wooo! lol, i hate it. I wish I had enough money to buy my own computer... [EDIT]: when i got home after school my dad was on the internet. I was confused and asked him how he got it to work. His response: I just turned it back on. wow. I think my computer is going through menopause. lol. it's a bitch... but anyways, so i'm at the school updating from my math class. we won our rugby game on saturday, 10-0. yay for detroit! we also have another game on OCTOBER 7TH!!! so this saturday!!! it's at 12 pm!! and it's a HOME GAME! so go to detroitrugby.org for a map or just give me a call and i'll tell you how to get there! alrighty, i'm starving so I need to get on home for some lunch! hehe ttyl

(7 sex | Leave some sex!!!) yay for fridays! [29 Sep 2006|01:17pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | none... ] This week has been pretty good... I got some new clothes at the mall a couple days ago. I've also realized that debbie and I probably make people we dont know think that we're crazy. lol. but it's a good thing. Rugby practice was yesterday...and when I got home I went running some more to colleen's house. lol. to give her a map to the pitch for saturday. and speaking of saturday...you all should come and support Maynard and I for RUGBY!!! It's our first home game and actually it's my first game with the team!!! So come and support us please!!! you'll also get to see a lot of great rugby becuz there will be mens rugby there too! the field is located at mound rd. and 8 mile ish. theres a map on detroitrugby.org. or you can just ask me about directions and i can give them to you! so yeah, it's time... ttyl!

(4 sex | Leave some sex!!!) yay! [25 Sep 2006|12:45pm] [ mood | busy ] [ music | none... ] Saturday night was soo much fun! Good times with good friends...i almost wish that everyday was like that, with the exception of people puking of course. lol. but i havent had that much fun in a while so it was good to go crazy and be happy! haha... however, with the lack of sleep that i had in the past two days, i barely made it through the day yesterday. I even took a nap and didnt even start my homework, lol. I also went to bed at 10:30 last night and i was still tired today! ahh! I almost passed out in my english class...hehe. but now i have to spend mostly all of today working on homework and a paper...rawr! ttyl

(1 sex | Leave some sex!!!) *warning* this is quite a long entry, lol and it's about sylvia [19 Sep 2006|01:10pm] [ mood | relaxed ] [ music | none... ] so like i said in my earlier post i went with my mom, her friend, and her friends mom to go see syliva browne last night. we got there, ate at cobo joes, lol, and then went into the place to get ours seats. there was A LOT of people there! like i looked around and was amazed at all of the people who know about her and would come and see her show. but we were in the middle section of the crowd and the only thing that really sucked was that all of the seats were on the ground level instead of it being like an auditorium. so even though it was hard to see, at least there were giant screens on either side of the stage so i just looked at those. lol. A man came on before her who claimed to give messages to people in the audiences from spirits on the "other side" but he was very hard to hear and the microphones were creating a huge echo in the giant room that we were in. so then sylvia came on and she talked a lot about god and whats going on in the world. and also about reincarnation and how basically every part of the world believes in it except for americans. but personally, i believe in it. she also said that if everyone has been feeling depressed, tired, or just felt like giving up lately it's becuz we're in the most difficult time that the world has ever experienced. becuz of war, natural disasters, people dying, diseases, and just everything is taking its tole on all of us. she also mentioned things about the bible, cuz she is cristian herself, but i cant remember too much about some of it. i also like her sense of humor, she's very sarcastic and almost mean sometimes...but it's still funny. but then it was getting close to being over with and so she called numbers out of a basket for people to come up and ask one question to her. we all had wrist bands on with a 4 digit # to let you all know, lol. and i was siitng there hoping i'd get picked, but i never get picked for these things. but the surprising thing was that my mom got picked! so she went up there and asked about her health. for those of u who also dont know, my mom has had neck surgery before and she still has a lot of pain that shes dealing with. so right after she asked that question sylvia told her that she had neck, back, and stomach problems. and it was weird becuz my mom didnt mention any of that to her and only asked about how her health was going to be. then she proceeded to tell my mom that she was lacking oil and that she needs to buy a supplement called flaxseed oil. so today my mom bought some and i'm very anxious to see if it works. ok then, there's my one super long entry of my life! lol. i could talk about it for a long time though, so if anyone wants to hear more about it just let me know and we'll chat it up! hehe, but now it's time...i have class tonight at center campus at macomb. rawr for one credit classes! byebye!!!

(4 sex | Leave some sex!!!) hooray for today! [18 Sep 2006|03:06pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | none... ] So i've actually been productive and up to date with all of my school work lately. I wrote a paper that was due today last night. lol. it only had to be about 1 and 1/2 pages long but mine ended up a little over 2 pages, i guess i like to write a lot. meh. anyways, today i went to school and actually did math work during the time im supposed to be doing it becuz i understood it! wooo! lol. then i came home and wrote my paper for my animal health careers class. yay for 3 and 1/2 pages! i cant believe i did it in like an hour. im crazy. but i also have a psychology test tomorrow so i need to study for that soon. and in about 20 minutes i'm going with my mom and one of her friends to cobo hall to see sylvia browne!!! lol. for those of you who dont know, she's a psychic and she's old. and shes gonna pick people from the audience to ask questions! i hope i'm one of them! i think i have a good one... but ok, thats all for now...i'll update later about the experience! ttyl

(3 sex | Leave some sex!!!) [EDIT] to my life... [13 Sep 2006|05:08pm] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | none... ] so when i finally decide to update about my computer being broken...it gets fixed! lol. by none other than the ryan! i'm glad that he knows what to do at least or i'd be one sorry kid right now... anyways, so i guess things might start to look up for me. but i still have a little more crazyness to face in my life and then things will really be fine. hehe... well, heres to a good computer and good things to come!

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